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Itacha Fenix
Artist | Hobbyist | Literature
United States
Current Residence: FK
Favorite genre of music: Any but the new stupid crap. (unless new albums by my babies)
Favorite style of art: fan art and or literature
MP3 player of choice: My Phone
Skin of choice: Tan
Favorite manga character: Boris Airay
Idk what I'm going to say, but I need some way to vent..
I know I don't have it bad, I'm so far from being able to think that
I have my parents, I have a home, I have pets, many people call me spoiled..
and I guess to a degree I am.
But I can't STAND being lied to anymore.
You don't think you are, you say you care. BITCH WHERE IS YOUR PROOF??!!!!!
Everyday I force myself to go to school because I WANT to go to college.
I WANT to live my dream.
I WANT to leave this damn city.
I CAN'T drop out of fucking school.
You say you care. Bullfuckingshit.
If you cared, you'd call me and ask how my easy ass life is. I know you have sports, but fuck, I have 15 animals to take care of, me, alone, and more on the way.
You don't even have to put that much effort into contacting me. I sit with you every morning even if it kills me.
Truth is, YOU are making me depressed. Your lies are killing me. So I cry, no one notices, you get pissy and I run off like always.
You never ask further, you don't follow me, you don't have to. Not anymore.
I don't care that you've moved on, I'm happy for you, truly I am. But stop fucking telling me to drop out. NO ONE in my family has finished college and I alone will break that cycle. I have a fucking plan for my life and for someone who loved me for almost THREE FUCKING YEARS I though you would have the decency to at least respect that.,
I know you have better fucking things to do, when it's the fucking weekend, so do I. I haven't had a weekend to myself, but I'm not complaining about it. Yes it gets boring. Yes sometimes I hate it. But it's better than being miserable during the week because I'm fucking alone.
You said you'd be a shitty friend, well congratulations, you're the shittiest friend I have. Friends build each other up NOT FUCKING BREAK THEM DOWN!
It takes everything in my power not to leave new scars across my body every night because I have so much shit piled on me I can't even think about waking up the next day. When this school year is up, if it wasn't for my promise to Robyn, I'd go to the fucking next town over just to leave you the fuck alone.
I know you don't want me around. But don't be like the bitch you now love, even though she/he/wahtthefuckeveritis played BOTH of US and AT THE SAME TIME.
Don't pretend to want me around.
Don't even pretend to want me alive.
I'd rather be hated than lied to.

Well I feel a fuck ton better. Please excuse the rant :)
  • Listening to: Breath--Breaking Benjamin
  • Reading: Finale
  • Playing: with smoke
  • Drinking: Mt. Dew

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AliveArsenic Jan 26, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hello ! Thaank you very much for your fave ^^ Have a good day !
Thanks for all the faves on my fanfic! :iconiloveitplz:

Your support is MUCH appreciated! :iconshaplz:

inorganico Oct 10, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the Fav! yay! Inekoitplz 
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caylinsmithisthebest Aug 23, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks for the fave
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