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I hate how easily I blend into the crowd
I hate how I can cry, sniff, and look like nothing happened
I hate how much it hurts when I'm alone
I hate that when I really need a hug, no one's there
I hate how I push everyone away
I hate that I need his attention so much
I hate that any day now, he will no longer even think of me
I hate how much that makes my heart break
I hate how I can't quit even if I want to
I hate how I crave for someone
I hate that no one wants me
I hate that no one needs me
I hate that I can't even cross their mind a fourth of how much they cross mine
I hate that I cry myself to numbness every night
I hate that no matter what, this wont change.
I hate how I can cry, sniff, and look like nothing happened
I hate how much it hurts when I'm alone
I hate that when I really need a hug, no one's there
I hate how I push everyone away
I hate that I need his attention so much
I hate that any day now, he will no longer even think of me
I hate how much that makes my heart break
I hate how I can't quit even if I want to
I hate how I crave for someone
I hate that no one wants me
I hate that no one needs me
I hate that I can't even cross their mind a fourth of how much they cross mine
I hate that I cry myself to numbness every night
I hate that no matter what, this wont change.
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It's moments like this when I remember how easy it was to repeatedly fall in love with you. How I hated and loved you as much as you hated me. How I could call on you, no matter if we were friends or an item, and you'd keep me from doing things I wish I never did to you. I wish I was strong enough to tell you I forgive you, that I'm sorry for the years you wasted on me, that I want to be friends again. But then I see you and I panic. I can't breathe and I run off and hide again. I push them all away because of how I treated you and yet you still haunt my dreams when I no longer cross your thoughts, your memories. I just want one last day with
idek
Idk what I'm going to say, but I need some way to vent..
I know I don't have it bad, I'm so far from being able to think that
I have my parents, I have a home, I have pets, many people call me spoiled..
and I guess to a degree I am.
But I can't STAND being lied to anymore.
You don't think you are, you say you care. BITCH WHERE IS YOUR PROOF??!!!!!
Everyday I force myself to go to school because I WANT to go to college.
I WANT to live my dream.
I WANT to leave this damn city.
I CAN'T drop out of fucking school.
You say you care. Bullfuckingshit.
If you cared, you'd call me and ask how my easy ass life is. I know you have sports, bu
This Boy..
He didn't get mad when I made him loose Black Ops, we played another game
He tickled me and teased me, but we laughed the whole time
He hugged me, let me steal his beanie without getting pissy
He cursed with me, even though he knew my parents could hear us
He made my parent's fall in love with him instantly
He is the biggest sore loser I have ever met
He continued to replay with me instead of getting his friend from work
He let me tickle him back, even if he hated it
He hugged me so tight I never wanted to let go
He teased my friends, but they didn't care
He made a deal with me, that if I beat him, he'd kiss me
He gave me the most
I give up...
I can't keep going through this...
when I need you, your gone.
when I can't stand you, BOOM you're there.
when all I need is someone to take away the knife, you're screaming at me.
when I'm about to give up, you cross my mind.
but I don't stop for you.
I can't stand the thought of hurting my dad.
I can't stand the thought of loosing one part of my dream.
I can't stand leaving the world when I haven't found what I've been looking for.
and I can't stand that I need you now and your gone.
You said you never forgot, well fuck you, to me you did.
You forgot the struggle I go through everyday to try and remember who I am.
You forgot tha
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